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There are many ways to define our fragile existence; many ways to give it meaning.
But it is our memories that shape its purpose and give it context.
The private assortment of images: fears, loves, regrets for it's the cruel irony of life
that we are destined to hold the dark with the light,
the good with the evil, success with disappointment
this is what separates us, what makes us human.
And in the end, we must fight to hold on to.
Monday, May 5, 2008
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This is going to be a really emo post. Now, if you want to see the emo side of me, here is the chance. Grab it. Maybe tomorrow when I check my blog and look at this post, I would laugh and say " Elizabeth you can't possibly have written that. "
I have a pressing feeling that everything seems to be wrong. A voice in my head kept reminding me of ... My mental state can't point it out nor grab it and pin it to the floor. What is wrong? It seems like everything is falling apart, falling from the surface of the earth never to return again.
You know, fatigue is a problem. Things are happening so fast, so quick that when it happened you are still wondering whether it had happened. Tiredness is a key to emoness, as much as I hate the word emo I have to use it. So wrong its right. What is right, what is wrong.
I am so tired, tired of all these dramas. Like what my msn nick says, I don't know, only God knows where the story ends. The story had already began to unfold. Angel of mercy, how did you find me, how did you pick me up again. How did you move me, Why am I on my feet again?What is love? Love is life mystery. A mystery that people have died or lived but refuse to tell. Nobody does know the true meaning. It is their assumption. Love, even Romeo had died trying to find it. Textbooks and notebooks are just papers, papers that don't make any sense to me. Not anymore.When Im trying to cheer up people who are depress over ... I fall into the pits of misery myself. But this won't last long. I don't really get angry easily, only to my family members I guess. The eyes that once shone with bright lights and vision now shine with fury, anguish and bitterness. Im not saying I have that kind of eyes, I mean its natural when you're angry. Go look at the mirror when you are furious and you will see a pig staring back at you.It just overwhelm you doesn't it, the utter discrimination from the world, the death of a close friend, the words that were not suppose to be spoken, the pain and sorrow. Oh well, this is the world, accept it, I mean for me I still have difficulty accepting that there are people out there that did not even taste justice.All right enough of my loser thoughts. Here are the patches of my life, sew it together and you will see the word H-A-W-T-N-E-S-S. And Rach if you see this, I have already given you back the half-hawtness stop whining and continue with your chimalogy. Hehe. I hope she doesn't see this.Yeah, yesterday night was a booooomb. I didn't know my brother's friend came. If im not wrong it was Zermaine. My music was turn up too loud. I went out of my room and started singing We Belong Together by Mariah carey super loud and really out of tune. Then I barge into my brother's room.And Lo and Behold, wahaha Zermaine was there looking at me. I was mentally haress then, okay thats a bit too over hehe. She said hello and I said hello back and closed the door. I bet my expression was really weird. I heard her saying to my brother " Eh your sis super cute. "Ahhhh. Why do you only bring hawt girls back and not hawt guys. Oh c'mon. P.S Im not planning to become a lesbian. Hehe okay just kidding man.Juxtaposition eh? Yeah you can see the contrast between my emoness and suddenly a change. Alright, bye for now. Don't miss me. Bye. Hey go now. Yes don't look, byee. Oiiii bye.My whole life I placed in your handsGod of mercyHumble I bow downIn your presence and your grace
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I am in a christmas mood everyday
I love Turkish People
I dislike James[twilight] he thinks his ponytail is so cool
I wanna pepperspray somebody
I ain't into politics
Good grief
Lets muzzle somebody
The tv series I watch is Mind your language,HEROES,Ghost Whisperer
I wanna do basking someday
I am not in another world, I am obviously here
I have a Ralph Lauder perfume
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