Be Hawt Be Elizabeth

2008-12-30T17:47:00.003+08:00

I have a new blog. Ask me if you want the link. Adios. :D

2008-12-27T15:25:00.002+08:00

Pssst - I've created a new blog wahahaha.

A new year = a new blog

Hahahaah

If you wanna know whats my blog ask me, I'll give it to you. But don't like find it on google or something. Haha. :)

I doubt I would be deleting this blog. Adios amigos.

2008-12-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

Please just ignore my below post. I just needed to let it out. :(

OuchOuchOuchOuch

It hurts more than a hammer to my head. :( Even though it was for quite a period of time, it still hurts. Whyyyyy!! Everytime I hear that song, the confession plays through my head, I believed in him, and ...

It took me courage to listen to that song again, I don't know why it hurts me so, maybe I believe in it so much. WHYWHYWHY. And everytime, everytime, that song plays, the documentary, the confessions goes through my head.

It keeps saying that this song is all a lie.

Answers are yet to be found. Again questions are more powerful than answers.

You hold my World in your hands
Nothing is impossible for you.

2008-12-26T15:01:00.004+08:00

I wish Christmas was a week long :(

Is it really that painful missing someone? The thousand natural heartbreaks, I guess it is. Never really had that problem now do I... :S

Arghhh, and coughing consecutively for about 3 days is new to me. The longest cough I ever had was one day, and on Christmas I thought I was gonna die! Anyway, its better now, but I have a new problem, stomach cramp. Annoying.

And I have to resist all the goodies temptations around me. Awww...

And to you guys,

I really miss you guys. You guys haven't change one bit, and I don't know whether it is a good thing or bad thing. The conversation of the future, the ideas that never really worked out, the random laughter, nonsense games, I really miss all that. Next year onwards, each of us would be stepping into our own destiny, into our own future. What will happen to us then?

No mountains too high for you to climb

All you have to do, is have some climbing faith

No river is too wide for you to make it across

All you have to do, is believe it when you pray

I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I hear your voices when you call me

I am your Angel,

And when all hope is gone I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your Angel, I'm your Angel

2008-12-25T20:20:00.001+08:00

SANTA MARIA
ONIONS!
WOO HOO

I got chocolates and cookies for christmas yay!
COOKIES = FAMOUS AMOS hahahah

But Guess what....?

I have a bad cough and I drank 4 different types of medicine it not only didn't work it also didn't poison me to death. =(

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
BYEEEE, im gonna watch movies! Yay

2008-12-24T15:17:00.004+08:00

This the season to be jolly
LALALALLALALALA

Hohoho, its christmas eve, and no one seems in the mood except me. And LOOK its snowing, I feel so cold. Hey, when God sends heavy rain in S'pore means its snowing la.

So its Christmas Eve, and im stuck at home;

1)Its raining
2)The twilight group was cancelled [I was contemplating to go]
3)Spend time with my family
4)Watch Yes Man [But not sure]

Here is a christmas special from me to you!

Haha I shall stop blogging and go watch Heroes, Adios Amigo and Merry Christmas Eve.

Hillarious, haha [take anything you want] zooms in to shoulder. Hahaha.

HAHAHAHHAHA... SANTA MARIA!

2008-12-22T21:19:00.003+08:00

I've watched twilight again. Well done me.

SANTA MARIA!

ITALIAN OMELETTE!

BARNACLES!

SPANISH ONIONS!

HOLY RAVOLI!

Its JS b'day. WooHooHoo. Haha. Happy b'day to you!!!

Dear JS,

I love you so much man! Haha, thanks for encouraging me through the night and thanks for always being there and smiling at me. You've been my friend for ages and I love you. Bet you love me too. I am really proud of your accomplishments, wish you a happy b'day and a merry christmas.

Love,

Elizabeth :)

Why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever

Now I'll never know oh I'll never know

It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

2008-12-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

The pangseh people PSP. Haha Oh my Keith you will kill me la.

Keith:How come I got extra mash potato.

Jun Wei:Because you handsome ma.

Me:Hahaa.

Keith to me:Then you go to the counter they will give you a KFC meal

LOL... Ego risen high high and above no la. Now I know why Coral say Keith is awesome. By the way come for christmas!!!! Its gonna be exciting yay. Oh one more hahaha.

Ben A:You think you cool ah wear Istanbul shirt.

Keith:Ya lor, got mosque on your shirt, oh becoming a muslin ah.

Me:Noooo, but Turkish guys are really hot.

Ben A:Turkeys are round and fat, so I expect turkish people are round and fat and they fly.

Keith:Turkey down there got bomb, bomb bomb bomb.

Me:No its Iraq!

Keith:So if Turkey celebrate thanksgiving [turkey] and iraq like war, Turkey thank Iraq for war.

Hahaha, bunch of crazy guys.

2008-12-19T19:02:00.004+08:00

Jolly good. I wanted to put twilight pic up here, but nah, I found this picture that girlfriend sent me. Anyways, went to watch twilight with Si Min. I shan't elaborate where I went in the afternoon, was supposed to go sentosa.

Yeah Lap Wei, Ting Ying and Siti were supposed to watch with us, but they thought we pang seh-ed them because SiMin,Evelyn,Felicia and me went to Macs, and they thought we went home. Typical misunderstanding.

Twilight is a typical romance show, that is quite cheesy at times. Oh and I like the part when they were getting to know each other and the baseball part.

1) Vampire shouldn't kiss a human being, because when they do, they will have a tendency to bite the lips.

2) The climbing tree part was hilarious, I bet in real life he was climbing a ladder.

Santa Maria, and I really really really dislike the stupid James. The villian. Okkey kokkey maybe his acting was real good. Stupid pony tail, think he super cool with that pony tail arh, I have pony tail almost every day and I don't really find it cool. Smack him, I really wanted to punch that pervetic moron.

During the part where he broke her leg, so annoying la, I wanted to throw a porcupine at him and say faster eat her la, thats what you want to do right, break here break there, fun meh?

I would dunk him in a pool filled with onions and pelt him with cloves of garlic, see how he like that. And I would probabaly be his meal for the day, fried with onions and garlic. Aha. Jolly good, the movie was quite okay. :)

2008-12-19T00:26:00.005+08:00

Maybe I was wrong, wrong about the whole thing. Santa Maria, and that documentary is playing with my mind, poking it with objects such as doubt. I shan't elaborate more, porcupines, I've been doing much thinking lately, just in case you are skeptical that I have a brain. A shocking discovery, I'll be secondary 3 in another say 1 more week. Things are gonna be different, there is a sorta anticipation and a rather frightful thought.

I've seen drastic changes in my friends around me, I know there are hell lot of problems out there and maybe, just maybe, I could do the talking for once.

Haha, and I realised that I aint the only one with mixed up feelings. I guess that we all have problems, and the grass always seems greener than the other side. But why. Why don't it seem green here, we all are searching for answers, the key to the changes to life, sometimes I think questions are more powerful than answers. But for me, God is my answer, but sometimes God seem vague and all blurry, he just go all quiet sometimes.

Patience young girl patience.

Twilight ratings - 9.3/10. Kind of a good rating for a predictable romance. God bless the USA, and of course S'pore, but USA need more help with the ratings. Adios amigo. And if you think I am kinda talking weirdly, think again, CAUSE - mindyourlanguageisanawfulinfluencethang,

andireallyloveitsoiamspeakinglikethatyouonion. Aha and if you read that, your coconut must have been drain out. Heroes vs Gossip Girls, heroes will win, because they have super powers unlike gossiping. Aha. Dearie me, I've introduced heroes to quite a few people, and they love me for it. Nah just kidding, some told me it was boring, I aint pointing fingers [Angeline,Calister,Le Sze,Kent] Well I don't think they read my post. *Fingers twists

I don't know,Only God knows where the story ends for me,but I know where the story begins. Its up to us to choose, whether we win or lose. Im tired of hurting. No more waking up in the morning with your disturbing phone calls.

No more drama in my life. No more tears, Im tired of crying every night, no more fears. No more games messing up with my mind.You demons gettin’ out of my face. Goin’ out my life, I’m about to lose my mind. Lord help me, help me sing.

2008-12-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

And it boils down to the day, when something really happens, where destiny doesn't holds the future hand in hand, where heroes no longer exist. And sometimes you won't know when this pain will end, and it may hurts so much that delusion comes and take its place, ridiculous problems that you know you will never laugh it off, never-ending obstacles. And in the midst of this full of issues World, there is something you hold on to, your memories. But what happens when the memories changes, the person you thought you knew changed, and forever the past which you treasure so has been lost in another dimension.

2008-12-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

Okay I am officially stuck at heroes season 3 episode 8. I got quite a few shocks and when I get them I start spazzing in spainish or french. I don't know it just comes out, hahaha, well I know that ain't tongues for sure. Haha.

Well, since Im gonna get out of my onion house into the world of onions haha. Jolly good I'll be shopping this whole week. Pictures soon. Goodbye my lil onion readers.

2008-12-14T21:39:00.005+08:00

I am gonna spend time with my school buddies this week. Perhaps go to the flea market or something haha.

Onions, who wanna go out. Im bored. :( Im gonna watch heroes, till then. Lol, and Edric is coming for the christmasquesrade. Yay. Haha but talk to him, talk so much lol. Hope he dont read this. :)

HIS THE NICEST GUY MAN!

Haha and heroes is quite funny too. Oh my.

Claire shoves Elle to the car
Elle:Stop shoving your pom poms

Ando: They all look the same to me.
Hiro: That's racist.

2008-12-13T13:36:00.000+08:00

Okey kokkey, as Syafiqah requested. Aha. Adios Amigo. :)

2008-12-13T01:26:00.004+08:00

Santa Maria, I is waiting for the pictures. Haha

Mr Brown: Hi, Im brown and you are?
Ali: No I is brown you is white.
Mr Brown: No I am Mr Brown.
Ali: I must be colour blind.

Hahaha

Mr Brown: What is the capital of England
Ranjeet: E!

Juan: Me no like doctors because he kill my cousin.
Mr Brown: Oh what did the doctor do?
Juan: My cousin having the pain in the chest, so he go see they doctor.
Mr Brown: And yeah what did the doctor say?
Juan: Sorrei, and then my cousin walkening on the streets and then die.
Mr Brown: Oh heart attack?
Juan: No motorcar.
Mr Brown: Then you can't blame the doctor for that.
Juan: The doctor was driving the motorcar.

Hahaha. The glammys were awesome ^^ I want pictures!

Okay past the laughter and superficial. I think that what is done, is hard to be undone. Its scary how time passes so darn fast. It scares me that God's will haven't been done in my life yet. And when I go back to school what will happen, so many worries, so much for the hectic life.

God, give me the strength to face tomorrow
Your loving hands that pull me up each time I fall
The never-ending I love yous
Even in my darkest hour, my fragile state of life
You would be there

Bring me to another dimension
Father thank you.

No more pretence, im on my knees
You have always heard me
Don't pass me by

2008-12-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots

I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot

When I put on a show...

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins

Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break

I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage

Better be ready, hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me, in the center of the ring(Just like a Circus)

When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip(Just like a Circus)

Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do

Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor(Just like a Circus)

To [censored]

I believe we can pull through this crisis together. Thanks for being so strong and supporting me always. Adults are always like that, its a passing farce, like what you always tell me. And yes, you are awesome, and the things you told me shocked me. And I don't know if you are reading this, but God has great things in store for you and when the time is ripe he would show himself in a not comprehensible manner. Just keep believing and holding on to your faith. I would keep you in my prayers. Let God take you to a higher level. :)

Horkaey, I think circus song is awesome. Haha STAR AWARDS IS TOMORROW! Woo hoo. :# Haha.

And did I mention, on my way home, there was this creepy guy staring at me throughout the journey and kept smiling. Annoying, then he proceeded to sit opposite me and continue staring and smiling to himself, and I think I caught a wink. Chee Ko Peh. Haha

2008-12-10T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hahaha mind your language is seriously funny.

Juan:You must talk english when you come into this class

Jev:And who are you to tell me you spanish onion

Juan:And who are you not to listen to me you you italian ice cream.

Mr Brown: Huan,Correct this sentence, the cows was in the field.

Juan: The cows was not in the field.

Mr Brown: No thats wrong

Juan: The cows was in another field.

HAHA.

2008-12-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

8 other people

1)Kent
2)Joy
3)Jun Wei
4)Le Sze
5)Angeline
6)Ben
7)James
8)Melody

What do you think of 4 - A girl with a delusion that she is fat and the dress looks good on her.
What happens if 6 and 5 gets married - Haha I wanna see that happens.
Do you think 1 is good at singing - No hahahahahaha. Sorry la.
Is 3 good at bellydancing - Hahahaha, he dancing?
Does 2 love toothbrush - Think so.
Do you think 1, 7 and 5 will go with you to Italy - I think so, they love me.
What happens if 6 gets an incurable hiccups - I'll leave it, serve him right for tau poking me.
Is 8 a JB fan - Yup
Do you think 4 and 6 be brothers/sisters - Haha I don't mind changing with her.
Did you ever dream of 2 or 3 before - Think so, dreamt of them drowning I think.
Do you have the hots for 8 - YES haha.

3 nice characteristics for the person that tagged you.

- Dances pretty well
- Best wife award
- Funky just like me

1. What have you been doing recently?
Sleeping and shopping

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
When those crazy people who wakes up early and have no life to call me ten thousand times.

3. What happened at 10 am today?
Sleeping on the floor [I rolled off my bed]

4. When did you last cry?
When I watched When You're Gone music video.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Whoa, no. I believe in God

6. What do you want in your life now?
To grow spiritually

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Yeah. I always do. Dont you know, im a scandal by myself. Want me to list out my spouse grins.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Now no, thats pervetic.

9. What was the last movie you caught.
Bolts

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
Dont you know God is a DJ, and I love DJs.

11. Who always makes you laugh?
Myself, I talk to myself.

Me:Hello, wanna go shopping today?
Chooby:Where?
Me:Somewhere sophisticated.
Chooby:Like tampines mall
Me:Exact sentiments, how do you know what I am thinking.
Chooby:Haha you are making me laugh, because I am you.
Me: No you ain't me.
Chooby:Oh yes, do you watch heroes, im the girl in the mirror, Niki.
Me:Im not Niki
Chooby:Its non literal la. Heroes - Niki get it?
Me:No.

12. Do you speak languages other than english?!
Broken chinese is counted right.

13. Favourite website(s)?
Don't know, check my history.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Sleeping the whole day, perhaps meeting Calister.

15. What do you wanna be like?
Jesus, trying. [What would Jesus do?]

16. Who will you choose to die with?
I have eternal life, doesn't matter.

17. Where have you been today?
Town, Bugis.

18. What game do you play often?
Deluding game

19. Who are you missing right now?
The pack of cards I left at Kalong. Oh you asked who, erm, Buster.

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
As in dying wish or just for fun choosing?

21. What are you doing right now?
Wondering who in a right mind would come up with such [censored] questions.

22. Which primary school were you from?
SHPS

23. Name three colours you like.
Pink,Pink,Pink

24. What emotion do you like to show?
:D

25. What is life to you?
My life is spiralling downward,I couldn't get enough money to go to the blood red romanceand suffocate me dry concertthat sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songslike stab my heart because I love you,and rip apart my soul,and of course stabbity rip stab, stab.And it doesnt help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing eitherlike that guy from that band can do.

Oh you asked me what life means to me. Haha.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Stop my breathing and slit my throat or better still tell Sarah.

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Eh, Kristie, Jun Wei, Corina, Melody, Coral, Ad, Calister, Le Sze

28. Who do you admire the most?
Jordin Sparks

29. Which month are you born in?
May

30. How are you feeling right now?
Sleepy

31. What is the time now?
Exactly 12 am

32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
Blue marble, my opinion.

33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?
Brown and red.

34. Why are you doing this test?
Because I was bored and was asking for it.

35. What do you do when you're moody?
Sleep.

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
When the stage is bare tonight haha.

37. Who is closer to you?
God lor.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Try being like Claire Bennet.

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Friends.

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
HAHA. Is this a question oh my. Yah duh, I also believe there is a pot of Gold at the end.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Marrying Cyril Niccolai

42. What is your goal for this year?
This year is ending. My goal has been achieved. *Applaud.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Haha, looks like somebody need Jesus.

44. What feeling do you love the most?
When I sleep

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
When I wake up

46. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Erm I don't study thermometers.

47.Do you like doing quizzes?
Haha. I think I like Jack-In-A-Box better. Merry Christmas

48. Do you believe in gods?
There is only 1 God.

49. Who cares for you the most?
God

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God's will

51. What will you bring when you fight?
Haha Jordin Spark's album.

2008-12-09T22:58:00.003+08:00

Jack russell terrier. My ideal dog.

Haha, hello.

Im back from kalong, a place that I dread most. I shan't complain, but just know that the place is against human rights.

I was fishing, fished for at least 4 hours, I didn't get any fish. In everything give thanks. Thank God, if I catch a fish after 4 hours, I would probably step on the fish till it apologize for not taking my bait 3:59 hours ago. Haha.

So yes, played majhong [Im super bad at it. I don't get what tai, what peng. So rubbish, it shows I don't gamble hahaha.] Played taboo, played chinese chess because I couldn't really fish as I don't have much patience every 10 seconds I would check my bait.

Middle of the night [I didn't sleep, because it had horrible living conditions and I didn't swim because all your waste and pee goes straight into the sea] it was pouring badly and the wind almost blew me to san fransico [hey I always wanted to go there!] The good thing was, I had Le Sze's hat, part of me was warm [my head] the bad thing was, I didn't bring jacket and I was wearing tee shirt and shorts. And with the wind, the degree was 10.

But mind over body, what ascension taught us. Haha. So I kept telling myself I ain't cold. Yeah, and I realized I could sleep anywhere.

When going back I just woke up and alighted from the bus. After scanning the passport, I got scream at the police officer. I just stood in the middle of nowhere and look at him. He kept shouting at me, saying what old passport, so I checked. Then he scolded me, asking me why I bow my head. Hello I need to see if my passport was old. Then he ask me to scan again. I wanted to smack him.

I refuse to scan again, and I couldn't understand what english he was speaking. Then he just said, below 16 cannot scan. So I had to go to the chop chop one. WAH. I tell you... I'll smack him. But what would Jesus do haha. Nevermind, thank God that he this type of person meet me [the nice one]. Haha just because his girlfriend ditch him, he had to vent his anger.

Anyways. Goodnight I need to recuperate. :) I have a date with Matthew tonight. Yes Sarah.

2008-12-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Simply hillarious!

I don't know why. I wasn't that of myself today. I was part of myself but not my full self get it. I think its sinking into me, the new school life, the promises that I am gonna live out, the upper secondary, everything la. I don't know why sink into my today, I guess I read Avelene's blog and felt the same.

I don't know, I have friends that are afraid to embrace the future, want to hide from it, how can you. You still have to pass the 24th if you don't want to. Perhaps Im just sick of complains each day, frustrating I guess, part of me don't want the future, but part of me wants and needs it.

I'm getting quite impatient lately, and the lack of rest is getting to me. I love sleeping. My fuse is getting shorter I don't know why, maybe the reality of being a sec 3 student is coming true in 3 weeks time. Cruel irony of life, contradiction.

Curfew - condescending.

Bear with me, I think I'm going through a degeneration [whatever is that]. Kalong here I come, hopefully the stress is reduced.

And I miss those days camwhoring, just simply chilling. I need time to spend with my buddies. :( And God, I love him, but sometimes I don't know what he really wants. Let God will be done bah. :)

2008-12-05T23:39:00.006+08:00

SHEESH. MADAGASCAR ZUES MAMPSDKG, DARBIN! Arghhhh, apple cider, worse drink on Earth! It choked me to death. Cup cakes! I never wanna have cough again. :(

I need a earpiece badly, and I just got a new blogskin aha. I don't care luh, I ain't changing anymore. http://blogskins.com/ has really nice ones but were taken out. =( Horkaey now about my life.

Supposed to go with Angeline, Le Sze and Kristie to ECP, but because of some unknown reasons haha, girlfriend and Kristie backed out. So I met Le Sze at church, walk to ECP. I went skating, arghhh, as im typing I can feel the apple cider churning in my tummy. Cup cakes!

Skated for about 2 hours odd. And I fell 2 times. :( It wasn't me, I know it wasn't. The first time was because, there were this group of teenage girls. I thought I can skate past them, but I didn't see one of them were carrying this metal thing, I knocked into that metal thing and fell. They were asking if I was okay, I kept saying I was and tried to get up, big mistake I forgot I was still wearing skates so fall again haha.

The next fall was quite unpredictable. I was skating while Le Sze was running, skate skate skate, then lost balance fell on my butt. I think I bruised my spine there. Super pain. Ate at East Coast Lagoon, then walked back to Church.

Helped out Pastor Janet then went with Mel Lee, Ben Peh to Somerset to celebrate Sean's b'day. Haha :) Sean can do some para para ah. Haha. Watched Bolts, so cute la the hamster Rhyno. Okay I don't feel like typing anymore, the apple cider make me feel like vommitting real badly. Im gonna bathe. I stink boo. :(

ARGH, this song just started playing in my head recently. ARGHHH, BRITNEY GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

2008-12-04T18:38:00.001+08:00

INFUSED!

Haha I wanna thank Serene for being so nice in helping me _____ haha jkjk la. Thanks Aaron for being a gentleman Ah Beng haha. Thank you group 2 for rocking! And Alex is so cute lol

Leona Lewis is so awesome!

2008-12-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

I love God. And I know many times, I've hurt him, broke his heart, ignored him, complain to him. And all he had done was many good things to me. Heal me, console me, talk to me, wait for me, weep when I just did something wrong.

Yes I saw Aiken's blog. It really touched me. Especially all the things from Infuse I've learnt. The many tears at the altar, the heart that hungers for God but when it is over, does that heart still hungers for God?

And all this time, I've been taking God for granted?

Yes, there were other things at the camp that I had revelations and prophesies. The same one, its hard not to accept the truth anymore. And I really dislike myself for not accepting before.

Thank you Lord.

2008-11-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

I've lost my brother's headphones!

Uh no. Im kinda getting a really bad feeling about it. Cause I left it in my bag from 5pm onwards in the youth room. It can't just disappear. Im praying very hard that it would appear somewhere under the sofa or something. If not... Aye.

Mohinder:My father spent his life chasing after this insanity. Now I'm wasting mine trying to prove he was sane.

Earth is a beautiful place ain't it

2008-11-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

We dream of hope. We dream of change. Of fire, of love, of death. And then it happens. The dream becomes real. And the answer to this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries finally shows itself. Like the glowing light of a new dawn.

So much struggle for meaning, for purpose. And in the end, we find it only in each other. Our shared experience of the fantastic. And the mundane. The simple human need to find a kindred, to connect. And to know in our hearts... that we are not alone.

2008-11-28T01:12:00.004+08:00

Save the cheerleader save the world

We are if anything creatures of habit, drawn to the safety and comfort of familiar. But what happens when the familiar becomes unsafe when the fear that we have been desperately trying to avoid finds us where we live.

A child is born to innocence. A child is drawn towards good. Why then do so many among us go so horribly wrong? What makes some walk the path of darkness while others choose the light? Is it will? Is it destiny? Can we ever hope to understand the force that shapes the soul? To fight evil, one must know evil; one must journey back through time and find that fork in the road, where heroes turn one way and villains turn another.

There are many ways to define our fragile existence; many ways to give it meaning. But it is our memories that shape its purpose and give it context. The private assortment of images: fears, loves, regrets for it's the cruel irony of life that we are destined to hold the dark with the light, the good with the evil, success with disappointment this is what separates us, what makes us human. And in the end, we must fight to hold on to.

To survive in this world, we hold close to us those on whom we depend. We trust in them our hopes, our fears... But what happens when trust is lost? Where do we run, when things we believe in vanish before our eyes? When all seems lost, the future unknowable, our very existence in peril... All we can do is run.

Haha... Speaking of complicity, I've found it. And yes don't say im addicted to heroes, I've just finished season 1 and I cried.

Love do conquers all, see I get revelations! :) Anyway here were some conversations I thought was pretty funny.

Peter: What do you do with something that killed you?
Nathan: You could put it underneath your pillow.

Claude: [attacking Peter] You've got the power to stop me, what are you waitin' for?
Peter Petrelli: I'm trying!
Claude: And when you've left New York a smoking wasteland, we'll put that on your tombstone: "Here lies Peter Petrelli. He tried."

Peter Petrelli: She's not like the rest of them.
Claude: Everyone's like the rest. That's why they're the rest.

Peter Petrelli: [Punches Nathan in the face] You son of a bitch!
Nathan Petrelli: Careful, Peter. That's our mother you're talking about.

Okay theres more, but my body just won't allow me to. Twilight is a good show, haha off topic. Okay now some time for God. Amazingly, how I heard from him. Haha. Adios amigo.

2008-11-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

And im telling you heroes rocks my socks, and for all my season 3 heroes people, stop saying im slow, blame tudou or megavideo. Anyway, Nat has kindly lent me his season 2. AWESOME! Love ya Nat!!!

Haha. Really if you haven't watch Heroes watch it. Although it talks about Evolution which I am NOT for it, it has a powerful storyline. And did I mention - Milo Ventimiglia is hoottt. And the Hiro Nagusakme [the teleporting guy, don't know his real name] is soooo cute. Haha

Okay before I bored all those people who doesn't watch heroes [NO LIFE] I shall talk a bit about my life. Been going out, missing Sentosa's Sun. By the way Happy b'day my sexy brother. Been sleeping in late and waking late. Its a growing up thang. Anyway back to heroes!

Adios.

I love my Amgios!

2008-11-26T23:34:00.004+08:00

And my dear friend Charlene is leaving for Turkey next monday. Same place, same itenary, same [dynasty travel] who knows it may be the same tour guide. Yes she and her mum is asking me for tips haha, the key is for you have lots of money la which I doubt is a problem to her haha.

And yes, I don't care im leaving my blog skin as it is. And ask me about the babysitting.

It was erm, mentally and physically exhausting. Especially the kids running around and smacking [thank God not me] Jeryl haha. Keith is like so funny la, he kept telling the kids you eat the biscuit you will fly. And I showed them magic tricks, haha simple ones. You know kids.

Aha, anyway. I am really tired. Angeline/Girlfried - BEST MMMER partner in the world [cut out the part where she left me alone to worship] hehe.

INFUSE GROUP 2 08 ROCKA! Its gonna be da bomb!

[added on my previous post] - ITS 3am in the morning. And im telling you heroes rocks. Really watch it, its so woooot!!!!

Its 3:30am now, and megavideo suckkkkssss. Seriously! I love tudou much better. Anyway im off to sleep now. And my lil heroes "adventure" is over! :) Haha.

2008-11-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

"You are the smartest kid in the room, but you aren't the only one in that room."
"Yes sir"
"I know its difficult to know that the one you can relate to is a bad guy."
"What then it makes me?"
"Good at your job"

I love C.S.I, or was it. Aha. Yes, I will be a terrorist with the mask on. For what reason. Ask yourself haha.

2008-11-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

YES! THANK GOD. AFTER LIKE AGES I FINALLY FOUND A GOOD DARN BLOG SKIN.

You see, all the good blog skins are being removed, by the abdobe photoshop. Type ayuki, you'll find her nice skins but sigh all gone.

Anyway, I don't care I would be doing the settings later, its 2am now and im not thinking right. So bye!

2008-11-23T20:00:00.003+08:00

Zi Dan

Good morning Daisy.

I realised my blog has gone rather, shall I say cold. Probably I didn't rattle as much as possible. Or my friends are somewhere in Iraq or Turkey perhaps, saying " Yoohoo Osama Bin Laden"

Just wanna sit around and sleep. Think my body is getting jet-lag. Oh well, the Quantum Of Solace was horrible. I didn't like it at all, watched it with my "boyfriend" and met Valerie there.

Today...

Yeah erm. Let me see. You know its like, like. You know like the... Like he keeps on, he say like so. Haha not pointing fingers, own up girl. Anyway, Sarah peer leader's thingy was awesome. So was the cat and mouse game, except that I ran a lot, don't know why I became the mouse so many times. Keep choosing the wrong place I guess.

I don't feel like typing anymore. I think my life is getting more and more weary. I promise my friends that I will go out with them and keep breaking the promise. I just can't find time. And if I do, they ain't free.

Sigh.

Carola Haggivist is really good. She sings all by myself better than Celine Dion, and Celine Dion is one I respect a lot, she has a sense of humour if you watch her duet with charice pempengco. Haha. Okay adios.

And do tag, although sometimes the tagboard doesn't show it. Don't know why. I tried replying the tags it just won't work. So yes. Shoutouts later.

I LOVE YOU RILEY AND CALISTER. You make my life easier to go through, both of my imaginary friends.

Oh did I mention, my imaginary girlfriend left me for my imaginary best friend. So I am left with my imagination. Haha got you.

2008-11-20T14:37:00.014+08:00

Pictures. Took forever. I'll post more tomorrow, have to go out. By the way. HAPPY B'DAY LE SZE! Love ya darling.

Okay byebye!

2008-11-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hello you sexy people. Yes my left hand can squeeze a frog now I hope. But Im still sick, with vommitting problems. Keep me in prayer yes. Apparently if you want to know what happened at ascension go to Sulynn's blog.

And to Bravo, Charlie and Alpha, I love you guys. You made ascension easier to go through. Serious.

Good news. I've got all my first choice subjects. Praise God. That includes - Pure Lit, Chem and bio combine and SS plus elective history. And the other compulsory subjects. Really thank God. And im in 3E, even if I don't check elearn I would know cause most of my friends saw my name and wrote my facebook or msn-ed or sms-ed me, but my phone has some problems.

Okay I think I shall talk about Turkey since most of you are keen on knowing. The photos are currently trying to be transfered. But the USB wire has been lost so im sorry. Probably the next post I would post the picture after finding it.

Day 1 - I hope I can remember

I don't think I should talk about days bah. Confusing. Well on the plane to Turkey, being a kiasu Chooby I was finding place to sleep. So in the end I was wedge in between 2 good looking turkish woman. There was one hunk in front of me. Guess my purpose haha.

My neighbour on the left kept staring and smiling at me - I wasnt that responsive to her. Well, I can sleep anywhere so I started to sleep. And that was the worse part. I started accidentally kicking my right neighbour, she didn't make a lot of noise.

And the only word she said to me was hello and thank you. I just nodded and smiled.

Most of the journey I was listening to my ipod and talking to the young couples. The youngest couple was 22 years old. And most of the time I was thinking about Mariah Carey, Carrie Underwood, LeAnne Rimes, Charice. All the really powerful singers.

Okay skip to the interesting part. I was a superstar for 3 hours. What chooby? I WAS A SUPERSTAR FOR 3 HOURS. Awesome right. The kids were so cute la.

We were visiting the museum queing up for our turn. There were many different school kids. They were looking at us, and started saying konichiwah. Awesome. They saw my brother and they were like psst psst Jackie Chan.

They begged us or to be truthful me to take a picture with them. If I was someone else I would charge them 10 bucks but apparently im the nice one. So yeah.

I went into their "area" and goodness, I was almost squash to death. They were trying to get as close as possible. I was trying to wriggle my way out but oh well. They wanted my autograph, but sigh, as famous as I may be, Im a tourist. So adios my loyal fans.

BUT - it didn't end there. Stop being jealous, my ego has risen sky high haha.

When I was in the toilet. Waiting for my turn to go. This group of girls crowded around me and started giggling. One girl started touching my hair. Shocked yes. They also started studying my beautiful features. From what my mum said they were trying to hear what I was speaking.

So being really mischievious, I started to speak different languages to confuse them. I spoke a bit of french, sang a korean song that I love, spoke a bit of japanese which I learnt from the japanese exchange programme, said singapore's national anthem, spoke broken chinese, said hello in hawailian and used my infamous british accent.

When I was done, they just stared at me dumbly, and THANK GOD seriously. Some Japanese people came and I ran out.

Interesting.

Okay, I think I kinda lost my belly dancing photo.

Yeah we were in a hotel, and we went done to so called a club to watch a belly dancing show. Started and the woman was extremely beautiful, I must admit hotter than me, it left Josey drooling for ages. Well, Josey got picked, good for him, he did some dancing. Then I got picked, dumbfounded yes.

One thing I've learnt, God has blessed me with other things then dancing. I seriously embaressed myself, everyone there were laughing at me. Yes even the belly dancer.

Well, you thought it was the end. It wasn't.

I was picked again at the Gala night. Coincidence, I hope not. Well there were many happenings. I will inform you guys again when I get my hands on the photos. Bye now. Try belly dancing!

2008-11-17T20:23:00.004+08:00

Hello World.

Well I have plenty of pictures, especially with my 3 hours fan club in Turkey but I shan't say much now as I'm really not feeling well. I'll talk to you guys later okay.

I think im going crazy.

Time to go Venus and cry. Well there were hot guys there. TURKEY TOO. Well, I would have stayed in Turkey for the hot guys, they were woo la la. Melody would even kill super juniors for them, same goes for me, I would NOT kill Cyril Niccolai. Bye. Next post would be on Turkey and Ascension [I hope].

I think Mariah Carey can't help screaming there. She is the diva of divas. Madness. And this for the people who don't know the song JUST STAND UP. That includes Kristie. Listen to it. I was singing that in my head all the time. It helps.

In the world's broad field of battle, in the bivouac of Life, Be not like dumb, driven cattle. Be a hero in strife! Trust no Future, however pleasant. Let the dead Past bury its dead! Act- act in the glorious Present! Heart within, and God overhead! Lives of great men all remind us. We can make our lives sublime and, departing leave behind us footprints on the sands of time.

2008-11-03T22:51:00.004+08:00

Melody this is for you. And my tagboard has some technical deficiency again. Annoying.

Suggestions For Women To Respond To Pickup Lines

"Haven't I seen you someplace before?"
"Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore."

He: So what do you do for a living?
She: Female impersonator.

"Is this seat empty?"
"Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down."

"So, wanna go back to my place?"
"Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?"

"I'd like to call you. What's your number?"
"It's in the phone book."
"But I don't know your name."
"That's in the phone book too."

"What sign were you born under?"
"No Parking."

"I know how to please a woman."
"Then please leave me alone."

"Haven't we met before?"
"Yes, I'm the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic."

"I want to give myself to you."
"Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts."

"I can tell that you want me."
"Ohhhh. You're so right. I want you... to leave."

"Hey, baby, What's your sign?"
"Stop."

"Hey cutie, how 'bout you and I hitting the hot spots?"
"Sorry, I don't date outside my species."

"May I see you pretty soon?"
"Why? Don't you think I'm pretty now?"

"Your body is like a temple."
"Sorry, there are no services today."

"I'd go through anything for you."
"Good! Let's start with your bank account."

"I would go to the end of the world for you."
"Yes, but would you stay there?"

"Your place or mine?"
"Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine."

After hearing a pickup line:

I like your approach, now let's see your departure.

If you are looking at a girl and she says "What are you looking at?"
say "I thought you were good looking, but I was mistaken."

He: Would you like to dance?
She: Not with you.
He: Oh, come on. Lower your standards a little, I just did.

He: Do you wanna dance?
She: Yeah but not with you!
He: You must have misunderstood me, I said you look fat in those pants!

Q: Does beauty run in your family?
A: It obviously doesn't in yours!

Q: What's your name sexy?
A: Taken!

Q: Do you believe in love at first sight or do you want me to walk by again?
A: Yeah, but this time don't stop!

Q: I think you're the best looking girl in here.
A: Really? Well, I'd better go find the best looking guy then, hadn't I!

He: Your legs go clear up to your a**.
She: Most peoples' do!

Q: Can I buy you a drink?
A: Go ahead, but only if you buy my boyfriend one too!"

You look like a dream."
Response: "Go back to sleep."

He: What`s it like being the most beautiful girl in the bar?
She: What`s it like being the biggest liar in the world?

"I can see forever in your eyes."
Response: "But all I can see is never in yours."

"I looked up beautiful in the thesaurus today and your name was included."
Response: "Thanks! Hey, I saw your name next to jerk."

------------ The English Language-----------------

There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger; neitherapple or pine in pineapple.
And while no one knows what isin a hotdog, you can be pretty sure it isn't canine.
English muffins were not invented in England nor Frenchfries in France.
Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren'tsweet, are meat.

We take English for granted.

But if we explore its paradoxes,we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing,grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham?
If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural ofbooth, beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, two meese?Is cheese the plural of choose?
One mouse, 2 mice. One louse,2 lice. One house, 2 hice?
If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarianeat?
Why do people recite at a play, and play at a recital?
Ship by truck or car and send cargo by ship?
Have noses that run and feet that smell?
Park on driveways and driveon parkways?
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while awise man and a wise guy are opposites?
How can the weather be hot as heck one day and cold asheck another?

When a house burns up, it burns down. You fillin a form by filling it out and an alarm clock goes off bygoing on.
You get in and out of a car, yet you get on and off a bus.

When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible.
And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it?

2008-11-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

You were saying...?

BUSTER!

Pay up. Turkish bandit

This would be my very much last post before I go Turkey. Unless when I go vivo tomorrow I take pictures. Miss me people.

And I just realise Santana is so awesome.

Having a bad sore throat. By the way, watch taken (2008). The best action show I'd ever watch.

Bye!

I don't know
Only God knows where the story ends for me
But I know where the story begins.
No more drama in my life.

2008-11-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

Lucas Grabeel. Woot

Spicy

This proves that I love Asian guys too

The last goodbye

Two steps removed from every thing I thought I knew

There's no remedy

I see your face in every single thing I do

You change me

Your laugh intoxicating

One touch and I'm negating everything around

Take me and I'm yours

I only want you anymoreI kiss the ground

If you want to know the truth,

You make or break my day

If you want to know the truth

I wouldn't have it any other way

2008-10-31T16:38:00.011+08:00

More wet pictures. Calister deleted hers from my phone. Darn it. Yes it wasn't from my phone thats why, I took quite a long while to post it

RAINRAINRAIN

Whos the pig now uh.

Taken off guardSweet I guess. My eyes looks like L. It wasn't meant to be an emo shot. Serious. Rock on ElizabethHoodies.I think I am quite a good photographerTrying to hold the ear pieceSame thingI had to tilt my head. I couldn't hear anythingSame

My fringe was annoying

Im in heaven

I named the wet pictures through the rain. It was sure one wet day. Rushed from the mama shop to home. Yes and Calister sneakily deleted her picture.

Hello you guys! I am working. Woo hoo. I know you can't post a reply to the post as [my tagboard is gone] Haha, yes I am working. I am gonna have lotas money. Anyone who wants tuition tell me okay! No, I ain't giving tuition just tell me and I will give you the idea.

Yes, so went with Le Sze and Kristie to watch HSM3, nice songs. I don't think Zac is hawt. I think the gay guy is much more hotter. (: Oh well I am officially leaving for Turkey in 4 days time. Miss me.

Met my Shss friends at Macs, haha embaressing. Anyway, got to go. Bye y'all. And when the time comes for really goodbye, I'll tell you. I am getting bon voyage smses. (:

2008-10-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

He is hella one hot guy.

I am so so so so [there is no words to describe it] haha.

Just went on a shopping spree at Toa Payoh. Awesome. And I spent almost a hundred bucks. Bought a cardigant[sp?], 2 shirts, 1 really expensive shirt, 2 shorts. Yeah thats about it. So cool right.

Mymy, I was suppose to go to the chalet but I went shopping instead, now I feel so guilty. Supposed to meet Jomain to play badminton, I am so sorry. :(

Gonna watch HSM3 tomorrow, with about 8 bucks. Monday I am flying to vivo. Obviously not gonna buy anything, maybe a shirt or 2. I wish I could go shopping forever!!!! :)

Bye now!

I am officially leaving for Turkey in 4 days time miss me. Sigh, I won't be able to go for the BBQ and Pizza Hut. :(

2008-10-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

Its abit unglam yes I know. After I have been dunk in the water a million times. Its time you sweet readers know my pain. Haha. Guess who was helping me wash up and taking this hot water-ish photo of me.

Anyway guys, I am so so so sorry for not going to the chalet. Was contemplating to spend that 20 bucks on it. Haha. Heres my plan for the week before Turkey.

Thursday - Shopping at Toa Payoh [I know I am cheapskate]
Friday - HSM3 with Le Sze and more shopping. Cell.
Saturday - [House Warming at Charlene's house] Service, daybreak
Sunday - Church
Monday - Vivo, brother's driving license.
Tuesday - Turkish Delight

2008-10-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

Spare me the questions. I know I look good.

I am rather deaf from hearing all the commotion behind me. And I think I have a good sense good sense of balance, someone who can bear with great disturbance and cycle without falling [which is me] is awesome.

Went to ECP with Le Sze, Cougels and Jomain. Sigh, I don't wanna go to the chalet tomorrow. Please. I don't wanna face Wee Sheng.

2008-10-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

Anyone who can touch can touch you

Can hurt you or heal you

Anyone who can reach you

Can love you or leave you

Natasha Bedingfield is awesome. Okay, deepavali wasn't as happening as expected. Missed the shopping, kinda pang seh-ed people. Was suppose to buy jacket, clothes, slippers and new flats. But oh well, slept most of the day.

Have been having lots of deja vus lately, seen plenty of familiar faces, seemed like I have met them before.

I hope Nick Lachey and Jessica Simpsons get back together. :( He is so so so sweet.

2008-10-26T18:18:00.005+08:00

Emmanuel, Colin, Gaius, Sean, Coral, Aiken, Sarah, Sulynn, Char, Vanessa and me. :)

Audrey

Curly hair

Clarabel and Me

Clarabel

Cyril Niccolai. Omg I lost the poster. :(

Hui Xuan

Melody conveniently blinked

Guess who is pulling my hair. Obviously Leon and Clarabel ain't doing nothing to help.

Okay this is gonna be quite a long post. :) I have four days to update you guys about haha.

Thursday

The day of the drama production. Well yeah, it was successful! Yay. My hair kinda got messed up real badly, Leon and Clarabel were fighting to do my hair, one wanted to curl the other straighten.

So they decided to curl it as you see in the pictures, yeah and you may think that it was the end, but no. They were comparing the curls, which one was nicer. Oh my. I look like a frigging Godzilla.

Adam the dummy, came and wanted to curl my fringe. Then he sprayed the whole can of glitter on me. From head to toe, I looked like some star. Haha, I still can taste the glitter. :(

I left my niccolai picture there. :( Im so sad. And the people all say that he is not hot.

Came home pretty late, around 12, still had to pack.

Friday

Camp. Woke up at 5:45, met Adam, Melody and Benedict. Aye. All I can say is that I slept 3/4 of the camp. I didn't really participate. Bunked in with Melody, Charmaine and Hui Xuan. I was the only one who slept through the night.

Saturday

I was so so so so tired. Came back around 2, wanted to sleep first, but I had to go to church early. I didn't listen to Shaunster's message though, was doing the don't forget lyrics timing.

The party was pretty successful [except for the chooby dance and sing part] Yes I was the one who set the songs. CORAL started the chooby dance chooby sing thing. Then Shu Jing Cell carried on. :( I REFUSED HAHA. We played the bomb game and they bombed me, they weren't suppose to bomb the emcee. I had to do my forfeit.

Char, you betrayal, she was supposed to help me.

I sang my favourite song, twinkle twinkle little stars. First time I denied Jordin Sparks. :) Sorry Jordin, I love you, no air is still my favourite song. :) Harrold took the video, oh my, im gonna hunt him down. :)

It wasn't unknown songs. Darn Colin and his chooby cute cute. I feel like smacking him. :p Anyway, I hope you guys have a great time. :)

Today [sunday]

Not many people came today. And I learnt DJ MAX on the PSP, had a showdown with Shenna and Vicky. :) Obviously I lost. I was trying to make Shenna lose her concentration by telling her about the dead body, then when it was my time to play, she kept moving towards me and asking about the dead body, with 10 heads. GAME OVER

Bused back with Joanna, John and Alena. Well, I had a pretty weird time going back. First this indian lady stared at me for a long while. Then this young couple stood really near me, and they were making out. Walking back, I saw this guy with his pants unbutton and his flyer too. Oh my. Maybe I should stop here.

Okay bye bye. I have a lot of things to attend to this week. Pictures soon. Going lido later to shop with friends.

Tuesday - Return sub combination form and shopping at tm

Wednesday - Charlene house warming maybe not going, and the chalet

Thursday - Gymming and badminton. Mostly sports.

Friday - Cell, Swimming.

Thats about it.

2008-10-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

You've pulled the trigger. Regain my composure.

2008-10-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

P.S - I ain't following my brother, IP did most of the job, but I drew the guitar at the bottom if you're blind and the boat. :) Say I get the credits because its MY ARM! :)

Haha I've got many comments. All good ones. Phua don't let it get into your head, focus on the big picture. :)

" Wah, looks damn nice leh. You draw one? "
" It looks like a tattoo from afar "
" You'll be an artefact, cut off your hand and put it in the museum, the rest can throw it away. "
" You can opt for art seriously. "

By the jealous people, kinda obvious.

" Its bad for your health "
" You look like Evanescence now. "

I'm off to hibernation. Im telling you, Jesse McCartney is hella one hot guy. Bye.

2008-10-19T22:20:00.004+08:00

Define heartbreak
A lesson

Define love
Sophisticated

Define freedom
Everlasting

Expected things comes out unexpected.

The most dangerous place is the safest place, which is the bed. When you realise that the bed is the safest place, you won't even think about your last moment, because a person usually dies on a bed. If we're obsessed about safety, we'll be giving up on our appetite for risks.

In other words, the obssesion with safety is another kind of hazard, the fear of loss would cause you to lose more.

2008-10-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

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VIDEOS TIME. Haha I have nothing to say, all that I can say is I am really please with my marks, although its not that great. ENJOY!

Okay, you may call this an emotional post, but I am just gonna say it, hmmm, you can call it, a light bulb or something.

The eyes are the reflection of what tears can bring. Its so true, the eyes are merely tools, to bring out what you really am, what you had been hiding, your heart pain. And its shocking at what thoughts could bring, even contemplating. This shows how corrupted our human minds are. Instances being rational, sometimes kills.

What the outside hides is what the inside craves for. Perhaps. Your heart is the most unpredictable organ, even if there is no logic, no reason, not even your human brain can comprehend. And when this unpredictable organ is bounded by preposterous situations that should not even be in life, it puts up a struggle. Underestimation of this organ has its consequences, failure.

That was what I was thinking this past few days.

2008-10-15T18:48:00.008+08:00

Selena Gomez
Katherine Mcphee
Carrie Underwood
Brad Pitt I think he is the only hot guy in Hollywoods
Anna Faris

Firstly when you have food poisoning this are the 2 things guranteed you would do.

First, you would wriggle on the floor telling God to take you away. " God kill me now, I know I am dying. " Then you tell God that you don't mind dying, even if the whole world forgets you. But then the pain lessens, and you start to think that you love life, because you get to see chooby.

So you would sit on the toilet bowl and bargain with God. Telling him, if he takes away the pain, you give him money. Or something else. Then the pain lessens and you find that you're a fool, because God has taken away the poison from the food. Because you are his child.

The food poisoning is under control. When I took my pill, I cursed the pill for taking so long to be effective. I was like, I tell you you tooting pill, don't make me get you. Hurry up you poop. Haha. I just realise that I have a lot of good songs with good lyrics. Carrie Underwood is really awesome.

I think Selena Gomez is really cute. Haha. Im not really into the disney characters like the Jonas Brothers cause I think they are overrated. Adios for now, need to plan for someone's b'day party.

Poop

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene

Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine

Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep

But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know this is the part

Where the end starts

2008-10-14T19:18:00.004+08:00

My stomach really hurts. Im not lying. Visited the doc again, he said that it was severe food poisoning. Darn I shouldn't have ate the Samba Chilli, make me S*** so much. Darn it. It still hurts, and going to the toilet really wastes my precious time.

Anyway while walking back Drusie and friends shouted ELIZABETH. It was so frigging loud that I thought I had seen the light and I said " Yes God? " Haha. Ms Gina Tan or should I say Mrs Ow was there. Drusie told me about it.

Oh my Gandai, when I saw her literally, I was stunned. She looked different. I thought I was looking at a china freak I am sorry. She has short hair now, and she looks so much older. I think its because of the labour pain she had gone through, well it was worth it, the baby is super cute. This is what 2 years could do to you.

By the way. I feel so good. :) The people from 2E told me that they were shown my essay. Mrs Toh said it was really good. Haha. I know Im not allowed to boast, but sometimes good things must be shared. And well Melody, can I say something to you? " IN YOUR FACE POOF! "

Wah my stomach is annoying. Its the feeling of you know you wanna kill something, but you can't kill because its part of you. Do you know why, I am suffering and complaining like a mad dog, cause I ate a lot of Samba Chilli arrrgggh. SHEEEESH.

2008-10-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

Bao Lei
Sun tanning with the table lamp light.
Jordin Sparks.

Actually planned to go to Sentosa with Le Sze, Kristie and Angel after Doc's appointment. But then I had drama. But I didn't go for drama cause needed to rest and such.

Sigh pang seh-ed Le Sze they all a lot of times. Don't worry, we'll go sun tan one day. :) Apparently the news of the Saturday Movie Night had spread. Gwenlyn started to ask me about it, good. I really hope my whole bunch of friends comes. It would be real good.

Yes, I am quite worried about my results. Some of my friends from other schools got back theirs and they kinda screw it up so I am kinda worried about myself. I hope and pray that I would worry unduly.

Jordin Sparks is really coolio, I love her. :) I hope JoJo make a comeback. I will update you tomorrow when I get back my results. I won't tell you my results, just my feelings cause I don't want someone that reads my blog to know. :)

Bye for now.

You're making something out of nothing
Your jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

2008-10-12T23:36:00.003+08:00

Okay this is so dumb. But since I have a pestering demand to do this quiz which is as long as the exam paper's answers. So oh well. Anyway Im free. In short, I WANNA DO IT.

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11:37pm

Name: Elizabeth, Eliz, Liz, Hawtness, Bird, Birth, Liza, Chooby, Choobs, Choobsy.

Sisters: [Don't tell you leh]

Brothers: None

Shoe size: 1039582395821349758347689734986728349592810

Height: 160.5 And im taller than Faithe.

Where do you live: LLandica, Casablanca Crown Feet Avenue - Istana

Favourite drinks: How about distilled drinking water.

Favourite breakfast: Bacon with scramble egg or a french toast taking away the oil, baking it before boiling it, adding square cube sausages, that are 1 cm by 1 cm, with my favourite cup of cappaucino which I don't like, more milk, 10 cubes of sugar, not brown sugar but white sugar, of course that will do. :)

Have you ever been on a plane: Yes.

Swam in the ocean: Is Indian Ocean counted?

Fallen asleep at school: Science lesson.

Broken someone's heart: I break everyone's heart. So far broke up with erm 323 people and counting, its complicated.

Fell off your chair: Always.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Is that a question? Oh my thats stupid.

What is your room like: Messy, yeah, and I would occasionally shock myself at the things I had found.

What's right beside you: My calculator, to count my money.

What is the last thing you ate: Otah, my brother calls it rotten fish

Ever had chicken pox: Erm when I was a baby.

Stitches: Yes, I was primary 1 that time. Bleed quite badly and I never got to see my wound.

Broken nose: No, but I wish I could try swinging a racket at my friend's face.

Do you believe in love at first sight: I had always believed in love. :)

Like picnics: Mount Fuji anyone? We could have Fuji apple. Okay lame.

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Eh, I dance a lot can't remember, not like Corina who jiggles. :)

Last made you smile: Robbie, my knight in shinning monkey.

You last yelled at: You because you yelled at me. Hahaaa. Okay im sorry. Spasm attack.

Today did you :

Talk to someone you like: I like everyone. I talked to girlfriend, boyfriend, husband, wife. Which you refering to.

Kiss anyone: My monkey.

Get sick: I am already sick. My darn stomach. Wah. I think its because of the Samba.

Talk to an ex: Girlfriend, I miss you. Yes you.

Miss someone: [Gone hysterical] Mandy youuuuu tooooot how could you.

Eat: Stop probing into my eating life.

Best feeling in the world: Dreaming that you were falling off the stairs but you are falling off the bed

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: GARFIELD

What's under your bed: Socks, Dust, My brother's remains, skulls, bones, treasures. Yeah you get the idea.

Who do you really hate: I think hatred, is childish. Not to offend anyone but you would be enraging yourself, the best is to put aside things and overcome it, then you can say, that person has no control over you now.

What time is it now? : 12:01 am, happy b'day James. :)

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Santa Claus :(

Do you have any siblings: 2 Sisters, one named Josephine the other Benaszai

Do you want children: Can I abandon them when they are like 2?

Do you smile often: When my mind works wonders.

Do you like your hand-writing: Its awesome.

Are your toe nails painted: Its transparent.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: ANGEL'S, oh em gee, her bed is made out of king coil haha.

What color shirt are you wearing now: Black

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: At beer flirting with this F1 racer.

I can't wait till: I get sucked into the Bermudas Triangle which no one apparently care. :(

Are you a friendly person: No, I am an anti-social person, who stutters when being talked to, and I am afraid to tell the world that my CCA is drama club.

Do you have any pets: Don't talk about it, I have been branded as a murderer.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Don't tell you leh.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Wahh, you super busybody. I have no idea why am I doing this. YES THAT PERSON MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. HE IS MY MONKEY FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: I rarely watch tv.

What are you doing right now?: WHAT DO YOU THINK IM DOING RIGHT NOW!!?

Have you ever crawled through a window?: Many times when I have lost my keys.

Can you handle the truth?: No don't tell me the truth. I will start to have spasm and white foam will emit through my mouth, and I will have a heart attack and finally wake up.

Are you too forgiving?: Yes, too bad I have a big heart. :) My motto: Remember today, forget & forget tomorrow.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Whaddya think.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: My computer. Stupid When You're Gone Video, Im a much emotional wreck.

How many people can you say you've really loved?: Erm I've lied in my life. To be truthful more than a million.

Do you eat healthy: Subway baby.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Oh yes. My ex also have somemore put it as her dp. :)

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: No one really said anything hurting to me, even if so, I just close up and don't listen. But, to all you guys out there, the tongue has the power of life and death, so be careful about what you say. And humans have feelings, and I know quite a few who had been hurt.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: To my bed.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Quiet. I am so quiet that I don't make a sound.

Are you confident?: Is this never gonna end. Yes whatever

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. Erm, playing with barbie?
2. Kissing guys [im just joking]
3. Thinking that 10 years later I would be someone hot.
4. Brewing trouble
5. Cartwheeling

5 things on my to-do list today:

1. Sleep
2: Watch death race
3: Listening to Cassie haha
4: Fly to outer space
5: Stop doing this dumb thing.

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. I would like very much to eat you.
2. Jelly Bean
3. Cookies
4. Fruit Salad
5. Err, Popcorn

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. Talk to Jordin Sparks
2. Haha save. :) Pastor MARK!!
3. Kick Bill Gates outta the world
4. Go and kick Mr Kwok into a pit
5. Visit Paris Hilton in jail

5 of my bad habits:

1. Nice
2. Too Nice
3. So Nice that is unbelivable
4. Awesome-ly nice
5. Angel - nice

5 places I have lived in:

1. Brazil
2. Iceland
3. Russia
4. Mexico
5. Singapore [No, im just lying. I really wanna go Singapore!]

5 jobs I've had:

1. Singer
2. Actress
3. Fedex Team
4. President Election
5. The hotness industry

5 people I tag:

You mean my fellow sufferers
1. ANGEL TAN BOON KHEONG
2. JOY WONG MEI MEI HAHA
3. ACER JAMES AH BOON
4. KRISTIE LOKE WEN YI MOSQUISTO
5. MELODY NG HUI ZHEN

Can I add one more

6. Jordin Bertilla Sparks. :)

2008-10-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

Do you have that feeling, when you don't know what is gonna happen to you. You ain't confident at all about your future. That your future is uncertain. Uneasy feelings. I probably am having that right now. In a couple of days time, would be getting back results.

And sometimes I think I screw up the paper, while other times I think I have done quite well. Perhaps you call it a dilema, whatever, I just detest that feeling. I think the hardest thing for me right now, is to look at my paper, the paper which holds my life and death. Irony to think that a mere paper, made from tree, could mean so much as to kill or not.

I know I just crapped a lot. And its no use crying over spilt milk, how can I not worry as the day draws closer and that my whole future depend on that marks. Theres nothing more to do then to wait helplessly for the execution or graduation day to come.

Whatever the result is, that is God intend plan for me. I either accept it with an open mind and heart or live in denial.

Here is what I feel about the papers.

English - Hmm.. Quite okay. I think that I will do fairly well.

Chinese - Well Oral is a flunk. Surely. But the paper, I think it was quite okay. B is a managable.

Math - Terrible. I think Im gonna flunk real badly.

Science - Oh this I got confidence, because outta the whole paper, I don't know how to do 2 -3 questions only. :)

History - Well, this one is quite uncertain. From what Mrs Tan said, my section A quite good. But uhhh, section C I think my answers are all over the place.

Literature - This I think, I did quite well. I wrote a lot. Organised my thoughts and wrote what deem fit. So it shouldn't be a problem.

Thats about it. I think Mr Ng is gonna moderate the math marks. I hope.

2008-10-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

I am utterly embaress. =( Poor me.

First, Yi Shin came so I sat next to her. Her coming was surely a surprise. So then there had something wrong with the powerpoint so I ran back to help.

Then Pastor Mark was like " Do you guys still call her chooby. " Then they were yess. And he was like " Go Chooby cute cute " Oh my, there goes half of my face. Down the drain. To make it worse Coral and Colin they all were like Chooby cute cute. Tooooot.

Next at beer. Sometimes I really do stupid stuff. Haha. The uncle came with a wrong order. I ordered fried rice with chicken chop SAUCE he gave me without the sauce. So he said if go back need to wait awhile. Then I said " Aye uncle, since you so handsome nevermind. " There goes half of my face.

Anyway, to make me happy. I have invited quite a lot of people for the movie screening night. Belle, Wee Sheng, Leon, Leela, Eleanore, Xin Min. Im awesome I know. Haha.

2008-10-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

Im smack right in the center. Photo with the Jap kids.

I FELL DOWN WHILE PLAYING BADMINTON. Darn, shouldn't have dive for the shuttle while versusing Joseph [Not my brother]

Played with MJ and Kang sia.

I played 5 games straight and im super super tired. Especially while playing with the small lil boy. I just wanna said that I fell down and got hurt pretty badly. GOT YOU, just kidding. Im not screwed up that badly.

I was gonna take picture of my wound but on second thought, it couldn't be seen clearly. So adios, miserly.

2008-10-10T12:23:00.004+08:00

CUTESICLE [House bunny]

Mariah Carey is a female version of Shayne Ward. Man, that Shayne guy can sing. I can't believe im up this early, ask me why. I think im kinda late for a b'day party but oh well.

Haha, I got wake up calls which I didn't pick up and a couple of sms-es which kinda succeeded in waking me up.

Felt like blogging now after listening to Shayne Ward screaming like a monkey. I think he had proven the theory girls can sing higher than guys wrong. And he is hot. Im done. Im still in a lesbian love for Jordin Sparks. HAHA.

2008-10-09T18:56:00.003+08:00

Katherine McPhee is so hot, Anna Farris too and Emma Stone looks like Lindsay Lohan.

I've decided to blog now, and no there are no photos as I didn't camwhore, or was too tired to camwhore when I was out.

On Tuesday straight after exams I went to watch the house bunny with Melody, Crystalina and Corina. Almost lost my handphone as it dropped off in the bus. Panicked as usual, then I called my mum and she said it was at the control station, and that some kind soul had return it.

Of course I was happy and sad as I couldn't get a darn new phone. There was a problem though, I have lost my E-Z Link and I didn't have any card with my name printed on it. Yeah, as usual I talked my way out. Awesome right.

Wednesday, went to Syafiqah's house, Sheng Min, Melody, IP, Gabriel, Josiah, Joel, Jia Qing and Isabel Ong were there. Was suppose to watch Eagle Eye with the guys but had to go to the chalet. So left early to the chalet. Then cabbed down with James, Calister and Jan to Central Park to do the video filming.

Thursday, did my shopping at Bugis with Angel, Kristie and Jomain. Watched the House Bunny again. It was awesome. And I got 4 shirts and 1 free shirt and bought a pair of sneakers. :) And all these while I was too busy to camwhore. Oh well, tomorrow sigh, B'day lunch!

2008-10-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

Okay im gonna go on a mini-hiatus, I will only post for pictures. After exams I have a lot A LOT to attend to, and A LOT outings, sun tanning, shopping, movies blah blah blah. So probably for this month I won't talk like this, probably just spam my whole blog with pictures.

Lunched with Shu Jing, Jomain, Lucius and Philip.

Yes, everyday almost I am book. I am gonna be broke man. God please no. Okay bye for now.

P.S: I really miss you.

2008-10-05T23:35:00.004+08:00

Alyson Stoner, one of the hottest actress. She looks like Emma Watson.

It was an accident that I said 3rd Corinthians seriously. I was talking about 3rd John. Anyway my brother Ben said a cup that never overflows. Haha, I can REMEMBER verses well okay. I memorised bible in a minute ^^

I feel good, after seeing my chinese tuition teacher's face for the last time, okay may not be the last time, but the last few minutes seemed like a monkey getting a banana. It was awesome, and I am now savouring this moment.

P.S I can't click on my hotmail, and there are like mass unread hotmails. HOW!

2008-10-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

I was suppose to post a picture of Ubi and I but since she forgot to transfer the photo darn it, my photo is in her phone.

My brother is a toot. He rushed me from my house to the bus stop. And I was half-done with my changing. So my hair was in a mess, I was perspiring like mad, I had a lot of things on me and his nagging super noisy.

Yeeaaahhh, when we reach I alighted and thought he was behind me. At first I thought he was acting cool not to come down with me, but then I realise he may be sleeping. Uh Oh. He alighted at the next stop. He smsed me - nearer.

I think Ubi is rather cute. Hahahahaha.

Her brother was arguing with me saying who and who is my boyfriend. I was like you see that girl, ah that girl your girlfriend. You see the 3 boys running that one all your girlfriends also. Ubi pinched my cheeks [sound so cheesy] and said why you so cute, and at the same time her brother said about what the guy with the moustache was my boyfriend. Sigh.

Yes Sarah's message was awesome, it makes you think don't it. And I really dislike to know that the incident stills bother me, but not so much. I was asking God, what did I do wrong and I know I did the right thing but things were not turning right for me. But oh well, forgive and forget.

At the end of the service me and Ubi was fighting about whose phone to take picture with. In the end I lost, if not me and her picture would be on top right now, not Bruce's photo.

I think Ozzy Osbourne changed a lot. No more Black Sabbath or Satanic band. And Janice, yes I know you read. Hahaha GOT YOU!

2008-10-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

I think carrie underwood is real pretty. She has an awesome voice so frigging mature that I thought she was the same age as madonna. But oh well. Jordin Sparks still rock on.

Yeah, and perhaps the tabloid and the stuff online really gets into your head, and you would be stuck in a dilema. I trust in her, I trust in Jordin and I trust my instincts. So whether they are faking it or not, I believe in them.

Copyright infringement is nonsense, I don't understand how it works and it is not mention to the public enough for us to be indifferent and ignorant.

You should not fool around with anger. Once you lost your cool, your done, done for. You may do things that are unexpected, no capcity for relationships. Void to feelings when you have lost it. Logic is nonsense, life is full of rubbish when you have lost it, nothing really links with what you are gonna do, or consequences that are dear.

Mostly anger inflicts pain, but revenge is worse. It is a battle where the soul, the mind and even the body is involve. Sometimes, anger is good, when you are angry for a good cause.

The main thing that provokes anger is pride. My motto is remember today, forget it tomorrow, and you will live a much blissful life. Great 10th October is coming and I have not yet plan.

2008-10-02T19:29:00.004+08:00

Okay, I DON'T LIKE BLOG SURFING AT ALL. I only tag the blog of people that I know, just wanna say that. And I don't click the links, I just memorise the blogs and go to it.

But one fine day, I went blog surfing I don't know why, just wanted to compare my blog skin to others when I see my links on other people's blog that hmmm... I don't really know. I mean I feel exposed.

And I only gave my link to a few people, or if I wrote something on my blog for a friend and I will give the link to my friend. I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW, how my links appeared in countless blog that I went to for fun.

And I know that a lot of people visits my blog, I got a shock of my life, because it is always the unexpected people that reads my blog, not saying that I don't like it, but sometimes you won't like other strangers that you don't know reading your blog and knowing a lot about you.

Perhaps its my fault for having a blog. Anyways blog are open for public, so I have no right or whatsoever to complain. But I really had the shock of my life when I saw my links everywhere and that people coming up to me and saying about stuff that I did blah blah blah and when I ask them, they will say oh I read your blog.

AND I DIDN'T GIVE OUT MY FRIGGING LINK. Its frustrating. And I am sorry, you guys can just swarm my blog but I am uncomfortable of people that is like from AFRICA visiting my blog. And knowing about me, and can write a book about me.

I think that people who reads other people's blog without knowing them at all are like eeeek, and its not like one day kind of reading, its like everyday. Im creeped out.

2008-10-01T19:20:00.008+08:00

Coffee Bean
Mugging baby

I was bored oh well
Yawn
Yo Im an emo kid, non-conforming as can be

It kind of scares me, how fast the EOYs are ending.

I am afraid what the future may holds. Seriously. Sometimes it is so distant but yet so near. Just one wrong decision and you find yourself in another dimension. Entrapped there. Yet the future seems warm and embracing, letting you fall into the trap that it has set up, just waiting, waiting to endeavour you.

Snickering along with the world at you, it is frightening to know what the future will bring. As afraid as I am, my future can't do anything, it is in God's hands. Secured there, I hope.

Do you know why people commit suicide, it is because of what the future has brought them, by having love and relationship, they thought it would bloom but it turns out that the future has brought nothing but deep hatred and sadness. Turns out that fate has been pranking them along with their own future.

Bright future. Bright future. This bright future might as well kill you off, if this "bright thing" gets into your head. The next thing you know, you have lost everything, including this bright future of yours.

I don't know, only God knows where the story ends. But I know where the story begins, and it is gonna begin good.

I just needed to rant about future here. And I won't be posting much.

Bye. Wish me all the best in my science, math and chinese paper.

P.S: SCROLL DOWN TO SEE A WONDERFUL SONG!

2008-09-30T18:14:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me, now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser's standing small
Beside the victory, that's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all (takes it all)
The loser has to fall (has to fall)
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide (will decide)
The likes of me abide (me abide)
Spectators of the show, always staying low
The game is on again (on again)
A lover or a friend (or a friend)
A big thing or a small (big or small)
The winner takes it all (takes it all)

I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize if it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence
But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all

So the winner takes it all
And the the loser has to fall
Throw a dice, cold as ice
Way down here, someone dear
Takes it all, has to fall....

2008-09-30T15:15:00.006+08:00

Dominic

Pierce

I am back home which is quite early. Planned to go CALISTER'S house, but SOMEHOW DIDN'T. I wonder why.

I think I screwed up my math paper, I was disturbed by many math teachers, although I know this ain't the reason.

Watched mamamia, super good show. With hot looking guys. My goodness I think there is not one fugly looking guy in that show. And I didn't know James Bond could sing. By the way, here are my plans after examinations, tight schedule.

Day out with Angel at the beach [I hope] or most probably WWW.

4 days 3 nights chalet. [too many names to mention again]

Syafiqah's b'day party which is on the 10th.

Video shooting with Melody & friends.

Stayover at Hannah's house.

Gymming with quite a lot of people, [suddenly all come up to me and say, ehh, I feel like running this school holidays.]

Flying to Turkey [Pray that I won't be sucked into the Bemudas Triangle]

Town with Jillian

Shopping with Eleanore

Shopping with Yi Shin [We promised]

Melody's b'day party, [15th november]

Crystalina's b'day party [16th november]

Another chalet, [too many names to mention again]

Movie marathon

Beach with Eleanore and Xin Min

Camwhoring day out

Singapore Flyer with Acer

Escape Theme park with the guys

Infuse camp

Sherie Goodbye party

Omg I can't go on, im super tired now. Yah, the things that I didn't really mention is things like sun tanning. The ones that are not so fun. Haha. Beach volleyball soon!

Darn, Angel is complaining to me about her only 1 marking day. Byeee, I'll dream of all the hot guys tonight. =)

2008-09-28T19:07:00.006+08:00

My reaction when you guys made the call.
What
Ever Major/Melody/Malcolm
Loser

This is to my friends that called me and said they were at F1. You guys know who you are haha.

I think selling away the tickets is much better than watching the cars crash and burn. I won't have blogged today, but because you 5 called me and said you were at F1, idiots. Haha. I am much richer than you guys haha.

Bye, gonna mug for examinations.

I think Santana is hot!

I love Erika, she was like GOD PLEASE GET ME OUTTA HERE. So cute. ^^

So cute right! Haha 1010101. Haha. Anyways. I hope this 3 videos will last you. BYEEE

2008-09-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's fast to think that I would be upper secondary next year, and that I can have the privillege of going home later [GoP rules] And nowadays maybe you have seen me not really wearing my smile, instead being really quiet and not active.

Firstly, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH EXAMINATIONS

Haha that is quite weird right. Somehow examination do not give me stress, as once you do the darn paper its over. Why should you be so scared of the paper. The paper should be scared of you as you are gonna stab it over and over again with a blue pen.

Or even a construction set. You may even tear it apart. You can also rub it till the paper wears off, so I am not stress because of Examination.

Recently I have been spiffling all around tampines to study. From the drop-in-center to the national regional library, to macdonalds. Or even to the airport. But oh well. And recently I reminisce my friends who have went overseas or left me like forever.

Its really weird how their leaving can impact me so much. Especially someone that left Earth. It didn't directly impact me, but ... I was indirectly impacted. Enough of my emotional feelings. I just really miss my friends overseas.

Today, service as usual.

I made friends with this pretty china 16 year old girl. Who looks like a Japanese. I mean I thought all Japanese looked that way. With sneakers, long black socks, short shorts and a green singlet. Not singlet singlet but singlet as in the NBA kind.

Her name is Ubi, and she is super nice to me, she is like super cute la. I sat with her, and then she wanted to give offering and try copy notes like us. I wanted to take picture with her, but then she was on the phone.

My next girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband wannabe. Haha.

Wahh but her brother is unbearable, he was [censored] rude to me. He asked me to shut up don't know how many times and he is like 4 years younger than me. I almost went up to him and slap his face. Self-control argh. Anyway thanks Keith for helping me "reprimand" him.

I told that bugger that he was darn rude and I said it right into his face.

P.S: All I can say don't judge a book by its cover. If you never seen someone angry before, the tendency is when you see him/her get angry it would be the least expected.

I'm an emotional wreck, I just read a poem and cried. And welcome to the family Sally. :)

2008-09-26T19:27:00.005+08:00

I think I should learn and close the msn boxes, I type so fast and there are so many conversation boxes that I let my secrets out. Okay not secrets, but things I don't want people to know about.

AND, God I really regret it. I don't like _______ so much that I just can't do it anymore. I know it is not normal of me to don't like someone especially when you see me going around and socialising but I just can't stand it.

I just feel like going up to _______ and shouting right at _______ about ___ problem. So many people feedbacked to me about ___, what has ___ got to do with me. ___ is not like the person ___ used to be. I just wanna scream in my blog, because I am really fed up.

Sometimes you shouldn't try so hard. Give it up.

Haha important lesson ain't it. I am full of philosophys. I suddenly got this concept while playing badminton. And oh how my arm aches, as the dumb shuttle cock flies so far yet so near to be in. I still think tennis is better than badminton.

Nonetheless when James flew the shuttle cock, as usual when I receive Cryst's shuttle cock I have to stretch, but for James' shuttle cock, I have to do a split to reach it man. Insane. I fell on my butt, and no not only my arm and my back hurts, my butt hurts too.

Photos are with James, but he always refuse to give me so forget seeing his face.

I feel like being really mean here. Haha, Yiting lost her I/C. So should I lend her my pencil case this is her 4th time. Haha, her handphone is she lost it again it would be her 9th time. LALALA.

P.S: HANG IN THERE! You would be so fit then, I won't recognise you when you come back. I lurb lurb uuies [twit eeeek] haha.

You have no control over my life
Even then, I don't have freedom
There are constrictions in everything I do
Friction when I move
But life goes on
With or without me

2008-09-25T18:26:00.006+08:00

Heres my done colage. Darn thing, it only allow me this number of pictures. :( Anyways, I am so sorry if your face is not up there. Somehow I lost the pictures or there is no space.

Something really bad happened today. But I don't want to talk about it as it wasn't really directed at me. But to aid my friend I almost called all my guy friends in the library.

Haha, Anyways..

Mrs Tan: Eh Elizabeth, your section A not bad ah. Good leh.

Elizabeth: Wah really ah.

Mrs Tan: Ya, but I have not mark SBQ yet.

Uh Oh.

I thank God for I have such a wonderful God like him.

I thank God for opening my eyes to see what makes his heart cry.

I thank God for the opportunities.

AND YES, the REASON why you can't see your face in my COLAGE, is because I AM NOT DONE YET AND I AM TRYING TO PICK SINGULAR PICTURES.

I just had the most interesting conversation with Xue Ting. Anyway, I'm gonna write down break even lyrics. Some parts I actually changed it because I don't like it.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a god that I love and believe in

Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst

She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame.

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains

Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a god that I love and believe in

Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

2008-09-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

COLAGE, finally. Okay it is not completed [im trying to squeeze in more] as there are so many more photos to be put in im just showing you a sneak preview. I tried to choose the pictures that have only one person in it, but I normally find 2 people and that is me and that person. Don't worry if your photo is not inside, I AM NOT DONE YET.

2008-09-23T17:07:00.010+08:00

Thats when the guy got beaten up brutally.
The guy sacrifice his life for the girl. Awww.
The girl and guy got killed.
Everything was so complicated.
STUPID ENDING LA!

Haha I so can post a still photo video. Anyway I didn't TAKE[Mama Joy, I wrote too fast laaa.] the pictures, who would be so wu liao to take her own picture while she watching a youtube video. Below are the pictures of MUGGING!

Please switch off the songs to the right to watch this video, its sooooo touching. Bet you will cry, I cried.

Leon is so darn frigging random. I just signed in and he was like hey. What a cute dp. Haha kawaii des. I was like kawaii des? You mean Hawaii? He was like so des neh. I said you speaking french ah. He was like no jap.

After awhile I realise kawaii des means you are very cute. Stupid boy, trying to flaunt his japanese to a non-speaking japanese person.

Anyways studied in the tampines regional library. We switched 3 places in the library. First was because of a peeping tom and thank God with the warning of the librarian about him we switched places.

The second place after a few hours, we were chased out because we were blocking the way. So the last few hours we went to the second floor. Mugged with Yi Shin, [Si Min], Isa, Tess, Melody, Corina and Jomain. Camwhored for awhile. ^^

More to the inside part,

I think human passions have mysterious ways, in children as well as adults. Those affected by them can't explain them, and those who haven't known them have no understanding of them at all. Some people risk their lives to conquer a mountain peak. No one, not even they themselves can really explain why.

Others ruin themselves trying to win the heart of a certain person who wants nothing to do with them. Still others are destroyed by their devotion to the pleasure of the table. Some are so bent on winning a game of chance that they lose everything, everything they had ever own. Some sacrifice everything for a dream that can never come true.

Sometimes, I really understand the meaning of the poor gets poorer and the rich gets richer.

2008-09-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

I wanna say something, I won't embaress the person but I just kinda remember the incident while doing my english paper. It didn't happen to me. But I was sitting with boyfriend on the cupboard, watching them play ping pong.

I dislike seriously dislike cowardly guys. Get a hold of yourself and stop pushing the blame to others. He sent someone really pissed off. This will be my last post until EOYs are over. But sometimes it may be unpredictable I will post.

Andddddd.... Bye, all the best for EOYs, God bless.

2008-09-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

Was 10 minutes late for service. I am so sorry.

Anyways, I made a new American Friend yesterday, her name is Kim. Say Hello! She is like 1.89 cm and guess how old is she, I got a shock, seriously a shock when Mel Lee told me. Shes 15! Impossible I know, and she is twice my height. Americans mature a lot you see.

Today,

Me: Hello! [I was trying to block Jeremiah from crossing, he was like I tell Ben Choo Ah]

Kim: Hello! How are you?

[Jeremiah stopped moving and Sze Jing came and annoy me]

Me: Whats your full name?

Kim: Kim ...

[I couldn't hear her last name as Mandy was talking to me, and Jeremiah started his journey again]

Me: Oh thats cool, mine is Elizabeth Jordin Sparks.

I'm learning a french rap, its about war and Gods, will post the video up soon.

Luncheon with Girlfriend. Studied with Le Sze and Jeryl, Girlfriend pang seh-ed me. No la. Haha. Stupid Edmund keep making fun at me with that stupid photo with my guy friend. Stalker!

Studied for a few hours then went to play ping pong. Haha Thrashed Sze Jing. He said i have no skills, look who is talking. I am quite lazy to talk. Okay la, since tomorrow is EOYs english paper, I will just give you a phrase I memorise for my essay. Quite handy.

James stared at her eyes so fiercely that Kane looked away apparently afraid to be scorched by the intesity of the gaze.

Sorry some random thing, haha I remember when my mum thought I was missing, and rang up my brother he called almost everyone. There was an uproar, and they found out I was sleeping soundly. Haha.

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

2008-09-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah I know I said I won't blog until the exams are over. But hey, life is full of surprises, and blogs are meant to keep this surprises alive.

I can tell you, I am very disappointed with someone right now. But oh well, I don't think its worth to talk about it and besides, there are unknown people reading my blog and using it against me. So yeah.

Erm about the closure of my blog, I am not sure. And I don't think people will be much bothered, because mainly my blog is full of nonsense. Since Mich shared about Goodness and Kindness today, I'll talk a bit on that, rather then the superficial things. And besides, CHOOBY THE PRIEST. I did more of a catwalk.

I think for me it is rather hard to not be biase against that someone. After millions and tons of stuff I have heard, the negative stuff. I am trying, really. I don't know why. This sadistic side of me keeps saying that I am superior, it is obvious I am not. I am still trying to suppress the devil when it comes to this issue.

For kindness, haha. I am not trying to boast... I learnt from someone, when you buy the 1 dollar for 3 tissue, just take 1 tissue, you need so many tissues for what. I followed them, and what I have reaped personally, was smiles, tears [I think no one had ever done that], joyfullness, being more open. God smiles along with this people. So yes please be kind.

I am quite busy after the exams, why plan before the exams? Not for me to decide.

- Syafiqah's b'day
- Doing a lip dub video with Melody.
- Shopping with Eleanore.
- Goodbye party for Sherie.
- Stayover at Hannah's place.
- Recording of singing with Mandy.
- Shopping with brother
- Melody b'day
- Crystalina's b'day
- Youth Camp
- Flying to Turkey
- Wild Wild Wet with Angel
- Epic movie with James
- Watching F1

The list carries on.

I'm proud of Jordin.

Dear God, I've tried, I've tried. Seems so difficult, so tough. It is selfish of me, but I don't like being sandwiched in the middle, I want to take sides, but you tell me no. I'm yielding to my flesh, God pull me back. I hate this screwed up messed up evil world, where badness hides goodness. For me, the route is narrow but the end is great, the path I choose to follow would be yours.

I must be strong, nothing can destroy me.
I must be strong, for HIM and the ones I am going to impact
I must be strong, the Devil won't bring me down.
I am strong, God is with me.

2008-09-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing to do, since I am trapped at home I kinda needed to study. But my brain juice is not flowing the right way now. So ya. I think I am gonna have a major closure for my blog. Or just you know have a password to it.

The feeling is getting much evident.

Why?

I just feel like it, and besides, I don't really like my blog being seen by unknown people. Yes I know those anonymous people visit my blog, whom I don't know? How I know, well... when theres a will theres a way.

So ya most probably my blog won't be public.

This will be very much my last post. Need to study. I kinda said that a lot of times but oh well. I think I will have a last post before "closure".

P.S: I just realise Josephine acts in the 9 o'clock the baby show. Being Adrian's secretary. Haha I was like OMG!

It was late in September

And I've seen you before (and you were)

You were always the cold one

But I was never that sure...

You were all by yourself

Staring up at a dark gray sky

I was changed

2008-09-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my chinese oral.

My teacher was a pervet. Haha the 2H girls were so scared. Anyway, I was doing my oral. This psychotic teacher instead of looking at the people he kept staring at me. With his hands on the rail, he tried to act cool. Haha GOD SAVED ME!

A sudden gust of wind blew the paper with all the results and stuff. Hillarious. I just sat there watching him jumping for the paper. Haha, corina behind me was laughing like mad. In the end his paper flew downstairs.

I couldn't continue my passage I laughed so much that I could only stammer the words out. The conversation was a flop. Haha.

Back, Yiting blamed me for transmitting my blurness to her. Not my fault yo. Anyways, continue of the freak Oral.

Conversation.

He asked me in chinese la of course but I won't be that dumb to write my blog in chinese. Do you think study is more important than the country's stuff. Haha, he asked me how to support the country.

I wanted to say national day, seriously. I end up saying celebrating the president and the prime minister's b'day. I am sooooooooo dead. I wanted to say national day rally but I ended up saying, the television.

Screwed. He gave me a thumbs up though at the end.
I felt bad so went down to get the paper for him, met carissa, alfonscious and I forgot who on the way, they also knew about the flying paper thing. Was an uproar I guess. I picked up the paper, I didn't know he was watching from above [Corina told me]. Creepy. [ONLY GOD WATCHES ME FROM ABOVE!]

I walked 4 storeys back up and return him he was like, ah [look up at my face], xie xie [lower his face and stare at my chest] Pervet. My goodness. Rushed back, as I got news that Yiting was coming my house then.

Bye. Study well for your EOYs. Love ya

2008-09-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Russell Brand.
Hot old man.

Snooze.

As you can see I put up Russell Brand's picture. He insulted the Jonas Brother's purity ring, didn't really care. But I kinda got angry about the purity ring. Anyway, Jordin Sparks stood up for them. Well done. Yes, not everyone wants to be a slut, you go Jordin!

Mr Brand here apologized, he is hawt lol. Then there is the hot old man. Guess who is he? Haha. By the way, support Marie Digby and Tynisha Keli they are one hell of a great singer. Talented.

Wanted to complain about my day, but oh well, I think each and everyone of your days are equivalent tiring and we each go through different stuff. And besides the grace of God, friends get you through the day much better. Yeah Jordin Sparks too.

I'm going on to my speech with some of my friends. So you can skip this part.

Bear with me,

J_____,

Thanks for being such a nice guy. You are a gentleman [I can't believe Im saying this] well in your own way. Its been quite long since we know each other. Stop acting cool la, haha study for your EOYs and stop playing a fool. Thank you for giving in to me for quite a lot of times. You owe me quite a lot of $$$ from taking my pens ah.

S_______,

Hey yo. Haha. I'm sorry if I kinda got caught up with my busyness or sleepyness of life. And ignore you for quite awhile. You are one of my really good friends haha. We have known each other for 6 years already. Better keep in contact if we are separated. You go girl. I love you. And ah, if you stop kicking me I will stop whacking your leg.

P.S I BOOK YOU FOR YOUR B'DAY!

A____,

I miss you so so so so much. Especially your antics. Stupid boy. How are you? Haha I will be looking forward to seeing you at the chalet. I hope you have been good. As usual talking - a - lot. I will seriously miss you. Catch up some time. By the way, have you seen Dan. Haha.

J____,

Hey boy. I am so sorry for not talking to you for quite long. I either sleep or am out. Yeah have been "ignoring" you. I am so sorry. Has your problem be resolved, hope so. I think maybe one day we should meet up and talk over [no not coffee] erm, rice cake pudding? Haha.

By the way, you have REACHED 18 years of age. Congratulations. I'm still looking forward to my 18.

M_____,

How has life been treating you? Have you gotten over ___? Yeah I have been apologizing for not "caring" about you, haha. Yes I am talking to you now. So shan't write anything here.

Okay I am done.

I don't feel like writing the pranking story. Another day perhaps. By the way, I scored a few points in volleyball, sense of achievement.

2008-09-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

This seems like nonsensical fun.

1.The person who tagged you is?
Who else.. Give you a clue, its joy.

2.Your relationship with him/her?
My fan club president.

3.Your 5 impressions of them.
Joyful, camwhore-ful, study-ful, love chooby-ful, bob haha.

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
Got my autograph.

5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?
Said everything was a G to me.

6.If they become ur lover,you will?
Sigh, fans are uncontroloble aren't they? SECURITY!

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Oh well, talking to the security guard or jailer?

8.If they become your enemy, you will?
Don't get me started. Well, I will email her off to India.

9. (Repeat Question)
You want me to write another question? Im not that dumb yo.

10.What is it you want to tell for them now?
Im not emotional. (: Jordin Sparks songs are not emo. TAKE THAT!

11.Your overall impression of them is?
Cool, in a Joy-ish way.

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
What goes around comes around, goes back around. [JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE]. Erm hot?

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
Be hawt, Be Elizabeth.

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
Sometimes the coolness takes over the heatings.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jeniffer Love Hewitt. Sorry Jordin. :)

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
I'm sorry, I'm attached. Hahaha jkjk la.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Can I say the most random thing?

1) Imran [I know you read.]
2) Melody [Kinda obvious you read]
3) Edric [MEXICAN]
4) Crystalina [She reads]
5) Isabel Phua [aliens for what?]
6) Angeline[Boyfriend!]
7) Charmaine Zheng YouMei [Kevjumba I know you read]
8) WeeSheng [AH HUAT AH!]
9)Joy [Smelly, I will make you do it again] WAHAHAHA
10)Ben [My Useless brother]

I just wrote whatever down. Haha, I know you stalk me. There are plenty more but oh well 10 people.

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
OMG, haha can't you see the word boyfriend. Ain't it me? [It was so accurate haha]

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Well I don't quite know, we have to check don't we? (:

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
OMG haha, I really wrote the names at random order. Eh, a very bad thing. I will suffer.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Her cat.

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Few hours ago.

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Jay Chous.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Ask him...?

25. Will you woo no. 3?
He is nice... (: He got me a cupcake for my b'day and apologizes for not buying a cake. Haha, nah.

26. How about 7?
I think someone would be keener than me thats for sure.

27. Is no. 4 single?
I can't say or you'll see me floating on the dead see

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
Phua Chu Teng. (:

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
Pushing me off the bed, and sneaking into my bedroom.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
If they know each other, DIASTER.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
SHSS the school for Choobiz fans.

32. Talk about something for no.1
WHAT? He looks like Mr Sharil?

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
Tried no. We are "siblings"

34. Where does no. 9 live?
Somewhere in North Landica. Casablanca.

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
Yellow.

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
They are, laughing buddies.

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
Probably a croakroach I don't know.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Are we talking about the same person here?

39. What is no. 10 doing now?
Watching me type the words.

2008-09-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'll just do a quick surmise of my day.

The current song stuck in my head is the man who can't be moved, breathless, family portrait, fantasy. I just studied at drop in center. With Phua, cryst, melody, corina, syafiqah, sheng min, phlicia, cynthia...

Yeah that.

Some annoying disturbing piano ambience. They should hire some professional, say Me? Played chinese chess with Phua, won her 5 matches. I didn't know my chinese was that good. Jeremy and Ming Zhang was like trying to help us.

Irritating, but cute though.

Aye, don't feel like talking much. I just realised my brother's mac com can take photos. (: Camwhoring time!

MaddyMaddy! :) :O :( Can I send you a photo of Chooby. :)

2008-09-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

No its not a horror movie. Its a sad one. Makes you think. I almost, ALMOST cried.

I have to believe in my heart. I have to know. God will use even this tragedy to shake up the world. The resul of our great nation is being tested, make no mistake we will show the world that we will pass this test.

2008-09-16T15:56:00.001+08:00

When you have a lot of things to blog, but you don't know where to start, thats the problem with me now. Oh well I will start with Joel's webcam.

I think it is quite alright to accept his video call. Although, you may feel uneasy, Melody. Theres nothing to it [I wore sunglass for quite awhile, before taking it off] haha. I am kind of a person who is indifferent to the fruits of technologies. I hate anything to do with politics or something to make you think a lot.

Yeah and Joel wrote you suck on the paper and put it at the cam, then he wrote it upside down thinking it was a mirror.

Literature Test. [Unseen Poem]

There were 2 questions. The first question, I wrote quite a lot. You just keep writing. I wrote from superficial things to facades to lending a hand, covering the different aspects of life. I even wrote about Christianity, about God being the stronghold and refuge. Its revelant as the poem mentioned O great Christ, and the clay is bile. Ask me what is clay.

Sadly time was against me. I couldn't complete the second question. I was prepared to write a lot. To go on about diction, choice of words, Onomatopoeia and metaphor. I only managed to write 2 sentence when the time was up. Misery loves company, I was delighted to know that many of my fellow classmates, have not finish too.

I was walking home after dining at the sushi place. Then 2 girls were walking and said hi. I was like what, I didn't reply because I never seen them before in my life [maybe, but I don't remember]. They continued saying hiiiiieee, facing my direction. I was like He[Heh], I turned back, and realised that she was really saying hello to me.

The girls laughed and walk away. Oh well, another embaressing moment. This brought me to another incident. I was walking to the bus interchange, and this girl suddenly came up to me and started walking by my side. And you know when I walk I listen to music and turned it up loud to drone the sounds of human activities.

So it took me awhile to realise it.

The girl [up to now I forgot her name]: Hello
Me: Oh, what? Hey.
The girl: Elizabeth, where ya going?
Me: Errr, to the bus interchange? How you know my name?
The girl: I'm from St Hildas. 1G??
Me: Oh 1G. Hi.

Then we chatted for awhile and got going. Till now, I didn't see her, probably because I have forgotten her face. I'm in a rattling mood, so if you don't want to read just leave now. Lest you call me annoying.

Somehow or another, I dread school. I hate the same old routine. I hate waking up early, and running to school because I'm about to be late. What keeps me going is the grace of God. Sometimes I just wish to be unseen, probably to be in my own world with no one talking to me. But other times I just wish I have someone to rattle at.

I have gone through, say many aspects of life. Been in a tough situation before, being the neutral is difficult, sometimes I think siding will be the best for me. I don't know, only God knows where the story ends for me.

The world is unfair, it is always like that. Problems arise, the rich gets richer the poor gets poorer. If the world was fair, communist would have taken over it a long time ago. Mother Nature still groans beneath our feet, the helpless stiffled cries are droned out by status and wealth. Nothing seems perfect. Politics are becoming a joke.

History might just repeat. People never learn do they. The mistake is made over and over again. How many times must you take the knife

We wear the mask.

2008-09-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

I just realise it would be saddening not to see Maddy around for 6 months. Sigh, anyway, its for her career. Go team Singapore. (:

Yes if you realise taggy and linky is not up yet. That is because I can't get it on. There is some problems with the template as I fiddled with it previously. And I can't find another blog skin that is the same as this.

Yeah, I just realised that many people are reading my blog. I thought it was a minority, I don't like it when a lot of people read my blog. Because my tag counter shot up by a lot per day. Argh, shampoo just irritated my eye.

Maybe, I'll probably lock my blog.

Or change to another one, I don't know how they get my blog.
Scary.
Pray for me.
My eye hurts, left one.

Goodbye. Now, I don't feel like talking much, partly because of examinations. Im not emotional. Its the stress taking its toll.

He gave me an odd tremulous look, and seemed to teether to the edge of speech, but with a jerk, he stopped. Why?

Adios.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

2008-09-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

I will miss you Maddy. 6 months is a long time, when you come back don't forget to speak english. Miss your dearest Chooby.

I already missed you, not seeing you in the youth room and your constant chooby chooby. See ya soon [6 MONTHS!] God loves you, Chooby also does too.

I am strong, nothing can destroy me.
They are jealous, because I am special.

Off-center is great.

2008-09-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

I am strong, nothing can destroy me.
They are jealous, because I am special.

At home I see you bang your head till blood comes out, I was thinking if you die, how much I can rent your room out. I watch you helplessly.

I go to the Woodbridge hospital, the doctors told me about you being mad, about the statistics. I smile, I have to.

The posters tell me to smile, I smile.

The social workers tell me about your condition, I smile, I didn't want to.

They told me you were crazy, they tell me to keep you by side, I smile, I have to.

People say, this woman so strong, her husband died, her daughter gila, she still so strong.

2008-09-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry about the long intro of the piano. But its worth the wait. Please watch, its awesome. Listen to the lyrics. And I'm sorry about taggy, apparently my template have some problems. And when I put photos my paragraphing gets mix up. I will change my blog skin soon.